Chasing our dreams

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So much things going on with my family.. I wish I had the resources and time to help them but in a few months after I’m done with school I’ll be able to support and give up as much as I can. I just hope I can help with what I have to offer. Theres a lot of times where I just want to break free and hang out, but I rather not. Theres only so much money that goes around the world, and people like us don’t really get much of it. 

Theres sacrifices, but its not hard to know whats more important then the other. 

— 8 hours ago

Surround yourself with people who are gonna make you better, not worse

— 19 hours ago

You can’t even offer to actually help, and who am I to you exactly? Am I a sitting rock with no feelings whatsoever. You just walk past us again and keep doing it. 

Happy Anniversary, congratulations you have the ability to make me feel like crap once again. Not only the crap you step on but the trash you throw out. Constantly, you make me feel like I have to make myself out of something and work harder. Always making me feel like I can’t be anything better then who I am. Always picking at the things the flaws that are part of me.  It’s like where we first started, me feeling the lowest and once you’re done with me you just leave me on the side.

— 2 weeks ago

I honestly hate it when you just walk away, like for once fucking deal with it. Whats the fucking matter? Are you going to fucking walk away from all your fucking problems. 

— 2 weeks ago

Its funny when its not you, you don’t give a fuck about anyone but yourself. 

— 2 weeks ago

Although I don’t see my friends often, or make an effort sometimes to contact with them. I honestly just hope things are going well for them. And that wherever they are, they are in good hands. 

— 3 weeks ago

I try to be the best being I can be, I try to follow my heart and give 100% out of it. But my mom, has the best way of breaking me into pieces and making me feel like I’ll never be good enough with whatever I do. She reminds me that I need to be fortunate for her, and I am fortunate for her. I do whatever it takes to make sure I can make her life better, saving up my hard earn money for her to use incase of anything. I try to be selfless and not ask for too much or anything. I try to remind others they need to be grateful of their parents, because you won’t have them much longer. 

She use to tell me she needed to love my sister more because she had a difficult birth, so I said I understood what it meant when I came last. I understood when sometimes I was just felt left out. I just don’t understand why I need to be going through this. Like why does it have to be so hard, or why does she need to make me feel like a burden.. especially when I’m sick or sad or when I made a mistake or when I’m tired. 

— 1 month ago

I have a lot of goals, and if I can’t do it with you, then I gotta do it without you until you do. 

— 1 month ago

For once, I’m not blinded by my own heart to love and to care. I actually have clarity, and know that this time I want to do something for my damn self. It took long enough to figure it, but I really feel that there was a lot of little events that changed me to make me want it for myself. This time, I’m prepared for it all. I want to say I live each day making myself proud and working on a better version of myself. I don’t care that theres mistakes but thats what makes me who I am and human. So you better take all your mistakes and embrace them. 

— 1 month ago